The Coles Notes version of my healing journey is on the Page “My Spiritual Journey” on the menu bar, if you’d like a little summary of my journey to discovering The Divine Truth.  Since then I have been experimenting with what I am learning, learning how to open up to emotions, being honest with myself about my emotions, slowing my habits and patterns down enough to see the driving forces, listening to my experiences and opening up to learning from them.

I feel such a profound change in who I am and who I am ‘allowed’ to be.  I feel so much more freedom and certainty in who I am becoming.  I have worked through many of the layers that held me back, that prevented joy from really entering my life, and that coloured my experiences with false beliefs.  I now feel like I am getting to some of the core issues and I can feel myself in strong resistance.  This surprises me as I know the joy that comes from working through the resistance. I have felt and seen the benefits that result in facing those hard emotions, yet still my fear is greater than my desire.  I am working on building my desire so I can heal this too.

I discovered The Divine Love Path one Sunday in September in 2014 and have not stopped listening, learning, experimenting and growing on the path since.  The Divine Love Path is not religious in any respect, but it does refer to people, ideas and concepts that have been used and often distorted by religion.  I believe fully in a Loving and Intelligent Creator who intentionally created this world we live in and all of the laws that govern it.  People call this entity by different names.  I choose to call this creator God.  I had to work through my emotional errors and emotional injuries that I had associated with the word God, as well as other concepts, ideas and names that I encountered as I explored this path further.  I have worked though many layers, although I am not yet through them all.

A part of my path was to work though my false beliefs and false definitions so I could start to open up to the truth.  I felt very confronted at times and learned how to work through those emotions, through the false beliefs and to the truth.  I had to work through many different layers starting with my beliefs and my ideas about things, my beliefs and ideas about myself, and my beliefs and my ideas about how the universe operates.  I spent a lot of time, 3 years in fact, struggling and feeling like I was not getting very far, feeling upset, discouraged, angry, depressed, sad, and many other emotions as I worked through my false sense of self, or my façade.  Then I began to build trust and faith in the process, I began feeling a real change within me.  I was no longer as triggered as I used to be, I was no longer as depressed on a regular basis, I no longer perseverated on unloving things, I had some truths inside of me instead of false beliefs that kept me small and scared.  I started to take action to discover more and more, to work through more and more layers and here I am now.

I am currently working through many layers related to self love, to my own worth and deserving. I still resist and feel the consequences of that resistance.  I still struggle with accepting personal truth and increasing my desire to feel pain, to feel fear and be humble to all emotions, but it is a worthwhile and rewarding struggle.  The more I learn and experiment with the more I want to share it so more people can start to learn to be gentle with them selves in reality, to learn how to soften and be compassionate to ourselves, to be honest and still loving with ourselves, to discover who we really are and allow our true selves to blossom.  I believe that is the way that we are going to fix this world we live in, each one of us healing ourselves and allowing our gifts to shine.

I’ve always known that I was meant to be a healer in this world.  It has always been a part of who I am.  I had tried to do it through Hypnotherapy, then through Reiki, but I was not ready because I was not healed.  I believe that we can only truly help people once we have healed that within ourselves. So, I set out to start healing myself.  I feel that I am at a place now where I can start to share what I have learned and can work with others to heal themselves.  I know that taking action in this respect will also open up new pathways and experiences for me to heal even more and continue to be more of service in this world.